round 2, Fight!

August 27, 2008

Do you remember Street Fighter?  I do, I first played it with these group of boys in Corvallis, OR in 3rd grade.  I was such a rough and tumble kid then.  I was never any good, and I think that I broke someone’s picture that shouldn’t have been where it was with us kids around.

It’s really hard to talk about people you know on blogs if you don’t want to be specific or have everyone know exactly whom you are talking about.  But I have to say I have had a lot of good luck with craigslist for a roommate and meeting people. I feel really lucky having the people in my life that I have in my life right now, including a number of gems back at home.

I am going to play online scrabble with Melissa now and I have a very exciting night tomorrow night.

Oh yeah and I won $250 playing bingo last night and bought new bed sheets.

Oh and I got a tattoo, again.  

PS. MELISSA IS THE GREATEST

So much has been happening and I have been terrible about sharing, or writing it down for myself even.  Work is amazing, life is amazing and yes still I am so so happy that I moved to New York City.  It is an adventure all of the time and I think that I realized that I don’t really ever want that to stop.  Even with vacations, or days off, I still want something stimulating in my life.  I love to be challenged and I love learning and think that I just have learned that I like having something going on to keep me going.  

I miss hot yoga.  I need to find a studio that is affordable, relatively close and totally awesome.  Someone has mentioned recently that I say rad, awesome and totally a lot.  It’s true, it’s totally true.  Maybe I should find something else to say.  I am sleepy and have put off doing my laundry, cleaning my room and roasting a chicken.  I have had a lot of steak and beef lately and it has very, the meat that is, reminded me how much my body doesn’t like it.  I am so stubborn about stuff sometimes and will buck against it until I really get that it is me, not it, whatever it is, that needs to change.  Just so you know folks I don’t think that the chemical make up of moo cows will change that much anytime soon, soon enough in my life to make my stomach feel any better when I eat it.  Sad.  I still like pate and stuff too but my body does not like it that much.  I just feel a little stuck sometimes with what I am eating or what I think is available for me to eat and I’m like, ” well what the fuck, what am I supposed to eat…?”  Again, I wonder what has to change, me or the food…. I think I am figuring this one out.  

Oh and by the way, don’t over analyze things.  What a gift to be in the moment and take things as they come and appreciate things for where they are.  Vague?  Hmm, really?  It’s so hard to, for me, sometimes, not to over analyze things.